Sunday, July 15, 2007

Cocaine


It's late at night now and it was fuzzy earlier. What I remember is disjointed and hard to explain, so let's see what develops:
People, including me, were going through something. I think we were working. We went through twice. The first time was fine and the second time we all thought it was fine. It turned out that in reality, most of us were hopped up on coke at some point or another and we were really blathering idiots who had no idea what was going on. All of a sudden we would get an image of ourself trying to work. We thought we were doing great, but it turns out that we were pretty much unintelligible.
There was a dirt road and people sitting in lawn chairs.
I was going to a mall and Jody H. was there. We were driving through a parking lot for a while. We were in a parking garage. We went inside and there was some sort of contest going on, but it turned out most of the teens in the mall were all flying high on something and I could look around and just see it in their eyes.

Tuesday, July 10, 2007

2 part dream - a contest and war torn fencing

Part One:

I was in a contest. I was on a big piece of rock thousands of feet above the ground. There would only be one winner - the one who didn't die. I kept looking at what piece was about to come off next and didn't know how to get down to the ground. I jumped from one end to another part higher up and was yelled at by another contestant. Next thing I know, I'm looking down and the ground is coming up fast - almost like "freefalling". I get to one part of the rock and grab on to these two big bungie cord things, I touch down. My feet hit earth! The person who yelled at me was laughing at me and then he grabbed my cords. I let go and he was about to be ecstatic for winning but then he let go. He literally flew thousands of feet into the air again and knew he was about to die. He came crashing down, hard and I started crying and crying and crying.

Part Two:

I was in a war-torn area. There were two countries, one with the war and one without, bordering each other. There was nothing but rock and dirt surrounding us. There was a long fence, like a cattle fence. It was gated on all sides so once you were in the fence you couldn't leave. You could either go to the war torn country or leave it. The people coming was a steady stream, the people leaving was a trickle. This one man saw his family - a boy, a mom and their dog. They were leaving. The man was coming. He instantly turned around and went back the other way when he got to the end. A man came up outside of the fence and open fired on them. The boy and dog got away but the other two were lying there. As soon as the man with the gun left, the dad got up - he hadn't been hit - but the mom had. The dad caught up to his son and they made it to the other side.

Then I was sitting in a cafe in Boston, but I was still feeling like I was being chased by the war-torn country. There was a boy without a mom and we were trying to figure out how we were going to get by. Then Julia Roberts was in the dream, she had a 2 kids with her. She was famous, but it wasn't because she was Julia Roberts, she was a different famous person. She tried sneaking around, but it wasn't working. Then this part of the dream gets hazy.

Monday, July 9, 2007

Mad TV

I was on the tv show Mad TV. I was an audience member but they asked me to do skits with them. It was all improved and I was great. Then there were some after-parties in a hotel that I was going to. I kept going from room to room. One room was filled with minors, and I just made sure they weren't doing anything they weren't supposed to.

Monday, July 2, 2007

to dream

My Mother and Cinderella

I slept at my in-law's house Friday night and didn't sleep very well. G fell out of his bed (who's in the same room as us) and I woke up in the middle of the first part of the dream. With the images in my head, I just couldn't get back to sleep.

I was at home and my mom and her best friend were there with me and Dave. We were about to watch a movie and they were in the bathroom, getting it on. I knew that's what they were doing, but didn't care to find out more. The door was ajar and I knocked because if we didn't start the movie soon, it would be too late to watch it. My mom yelled "Doesn't anyone knock around here any more?" And then I woke up with the images in my head of my mom and her best friend getting it on.

After falling back asleep I was in a Broadway production of Cinderella. I was the lead, but they kept having trouble finding the right dress for me to wear. I was offstage looking for the dress when I was supposed to be on stage. I think it was only a rehearsal, but not finding my dress was very distressing. I had two dresses I was supposed to wear. One was made out of a canvas material. The backstage was a mess.

This is three days later so I'm sure that I'm not remembering all of the detail, but what can you do....I didn't get on the computer over the weekend.

Friday, June 29, 2007

Funeral and a Stop Sign


I was somewhere where there were a lot of people. We were supposed to be going to work or something like that but someone passed away and we had to go to a funeral. Rachel and her family was there as well. I kept thinking it was for Rabbi Kahan, but then kept remembering he already passed. Then I was thinking it was his wife and was worried about Tracy, the babysitter at Temple, who's husband is best friends with his family. But then I realized it was for someone else. I kept going up to people saying things like, "I know this sounds awful but who is this funeral for again?" And everyone responded, "I don't know either."
We were all going to get in our cars and we were by a high school track. There were kids in uniforms, including their coats, running for gym class. Then everyone dispersed to a different jungle gym. It was summer and I didn't know why they were in class or uniforms still. I thought maybe this was their camp uniform.
We had to drive to the funeral and stop for gas. We had a line of cars following each other.
Then, coming home from the place where we were (the first place - lots of grass and picnic tables, not the funeral) there was a different line of cars. I slowed down and then kept going. I said to Dave, "Was there a stop sign back there?" And then a cop car pulled out and slowly, very slowly, pulled us over. She wanted us to stop on the wrong side of the street, but I wouldn't. I couldn't find my license, but Dave was searching for his instead. (I was the driver). The cop was pregnant and I exclaimed something to that fact, "Oh, you're pregnant." Then I asked her why I was pulled over and she said because I didn't stop. I told her I didn't see a sign. She told me to follow her. She got on her scootter (not the car she drove in on) and took us to a dead end street that ended in a school. I didn't understand why we were on the wrong street. The head of the school came out and started yelling at us. I first apologized for my eye hurting (which I'm sure it physically was at the time) and said that we didn't see a stop sign. She started yelling about kids and stuff like that. She took us to the street with the stop sign. It was HUGE, really, really high and BLUE. And, there weren't any words on it that said stop. I told her I was looking for kids and red. Not blue. It was against the law to give me a ticket for not stopping at a blue sign.

Tuesday, June 26, 2007

Fish Tank Auction

I was at an auction, of sorts. It was underwater and we had to walk around putting fish into different tanks or items to determine which one we were trying to win. No one could figure out which fish was worth more or remember which items they bid on. There were not only fish, but fish tank items you could put in to win an item. It was all upscale and mostly donated by one woman. There were huge fishtanks, a video game, a dollhouse, glass serving bowls. I had bid on the item I brought but was told I couldn't since I knew how much it was worth. That was part of the game, to figure out what something's retail value was. The item I brought was $100, so I had found two chips, a 10 and a 0 to put in front, but then had to take them back. Sometimes when you put a fish into an item you would see it flopping around because it didn't have any water. This one guy was going crazy over this one item, I think it was spongebob something or other, and he just stayed by it to make sure that no one got it.